Apologies Yet Again

Well well well. Do I have any more than one reader left? I hope so. I feel as though my disappearing and apologizing has become a pattern that has repeated itself way too many times. And yet that is exactly what I find myself doing yet again. As before, I do not have a reason for not posting. I can tell you that this past month was my mother's birthday and unlike her actual death, I took it harder than expected. I have gotten by on the bare minimum for the past few weeks. In fact, I have opened my site multiple times and just stared at it. And every time I started a document that was going to be a post, I couldn't maintain thoughts or interest and simply deleted it. I am working on improving my mind set and have been relatively productive this week. I haven't crawled under the covers upon my arrival home from work and have even accomplished some errands. Thus, I think I am coming out of the deep hole of depression I have been in. It is a long climb, and with my luck there will be little things trying to knock me down again; which happens quite often. But I am trying. And it is a constant struggle but one I am working on. So I ask, for those of you not related to me (because I know my family that reads this isn't going anywhere; a fact which I greatly appreciate), to be patient with me. I am working on my issues and coping as best I can. Hopefully, this means there will be more posts for you to read soon. I have a back log of topics that I just haven't gotten to. I have resumed my theme game with my aunt and have at least 3 weeks worth of themes to tell you about. I also recently got a new computer which is a big change for me (I'll explain why in it's own post). AND I am soon going on vacation to meet my absolutely adorable little brother. So I'm sure I will have pictures to show you as well as vacation stories to impart. I will also, of course, update you on how the little guy is doing! So for now, I will say goodbye and that I will definitely be talking to you soon. I just hope that you will be listening (well, reading, but you know what I mean!)